If people could see.If people could see. by SolitaryChild
Sometimes I wish you'd hit me,
so people can see how you are.
Sometimes I wish I had physical proof.
Not just an emotional scar.
When you call me stupid,
its like a slap in the face.
It hurts like a punch in the head,
when you call me a disgrace.
It feels like you kicked me,
when you say I'm dumb.
whenever you call me worthless
I just wish I were numb.
And it feels like you shoved me into the wall,
when you say I'm shit.
It feels like you stroke me with a belt,
when you say I'm not worth it.
It feels like you beat the shit out of me,
when you say I mean nothing at all.
It feels like you break my bones,
when you treat me like a doll.
It feels like you stabbed me,
when you said "I hate you"
After you're done screaming at me,
its like hell I've been through.
I just wish someone could understand,
I wish these bruises someone else can see.
thats why I'm asking for pain,
cause if I get beat, maybe someone will help me.
Not AbuseSome days,Not Abuse by navajo-sunshine
She just wishes he would hit her;
She just wishes he would beat her;
She just wishes,
He'd abuse her.
As do cuts,
But nothing shows,
Who gives a fuck?
It's not abuse if you don't have a cut.
I am the self-declared Empress of Pixelatated Purpledom, devoted and favored disciple of the demi-god, Java and his brother, the demi-god Cacao. |
I love purple, my dogs, chocolate, & coffee....not necessarily in that order or every day.
I am learning to do digital art, but I also enjoy creating things in the traditional way. Colored pencils and acryllics are my favorite mediums.
If there is anything else you'd like to know, just ask. I don't bite, well not too often.
Current Residence: My own little world-but it's okay, they know me here.
Favourite genre of music: Classic rock, 80's hair bands, among others
Favourite style of art: whatever appeals to me at the moment--currently art nouveau
Operating System: Vista
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Personal Quote: Sanity is highly overrated.